Sounds like you have a spiritual husband and you’re pregnant by “it” I suggest you research spiritual husband and spiritual leader child. You will need to fast and pray against that spiritual husband. Have you had problems with relationships?
A Pregnancy in the spirit can also mean pregnant with a ministry, a new business, a new job, a new creative idea. God is getting ready to birth something in your life. If you are already holding the baby it means that it is already birth and in its infancy. Ask God to show you what the baby signifies and then you need to nurture it. Read our prophetic word for 2018 as I am sure you will see the correlation with taking care of new plants https://www.missionariesofprayer.org/2017/10/prophetic-word-for-5778-2018/