Prophetic Word – Spiritual Identity Crisis

Prophetic Word - Spiritual Identity Crisis

This prophetic word is titled Spiritual Identity Crisis and it is part 4 in a 4 part series.  You will need to read Part 1, Part 2, & Part 3 to understand some of the concepts you’ll learn in this post.  Otherwise, you are not going to understand some of the things shared here.

Who is this word for?  Everyone

Before you read the word, I have a question for you…

Have You Read the Entire Bible?

What is happening in the world is a reflection of the spiritual state of the church

The bible tells us that whatever we see in the natural realm, 1st heaven is a result of what is happening in the spiritual realm.  God spoke and then it was.  Likewise, the enemy speaks and if we don’t stop it in the realm of the spirit you have a manifestation. When you look at the world today it lets you know the state of the church.

Therefore, if the world is going through an identity crisis, the church is going through an identity crisis.  You know the letters, LGBTQ+, notice they now have to add a + because were you to keep adding all the letters this represents, a 500 word article would need 1,000 words to just mention all of them once! And that’s as of today.  This says that it is evolving as we go along.  Nothing is set in stone.  God is immutable. (Malachi 3:6)

They are looking for exactly what everyone else is looking for love and acceptance which in its purest form is only available in Jesus Christ.  Hence, they keep adding another letter because they’re actually looking for Him and haven’t found Him yet.

Now there’s a whole group who are detransitioning because they found out that after they went all in with the hormones, drugs and surgeries that it was a mistake.  They never found the love and acceptance they hoped for and now they want to go back to what they were before.  This is very sad.  Just search it up on YouTube and you’ll see their stories.  Imagine being a man, removing your body parts and then realizing you made a mistake.  There are no words to describe that level of pain you would feel trying to recover from something like that.

You need to pray for them.  The suicide rate among this group is very high. They lost some friends and family when they went in that direction but gained millions of fans and friends and so they thought it was a good choice – because they felt acceptance – then once they decide to come back they now lose the millions of fans, there’s no medication to undo the change in their voice, there’s no medical support, they no longer have the body parts, they no longer have the family members so what they have is zero.  Worse than when they started.  This is a very bad place to be mentally and emotionally.  My heart breaks for them.

There are many who want to go back in the other direction but they are scared of the backlash so they’ve now resorted to pretending.  How terrible is that?

YouTube and Google manipulate the algorithms so you never find out these stories.  How about they make a reality TV show called Detransitoners so that those who are considering this will take a pause and be sure that they are sure before going in this direction.  I’m praying for that to happen.  This needs to be on TV.  Please join me in praying that this comes to the forefront.

You can take all of this and look at it in the spiritual sense and you’ll realize that majority of the church is not walking in our full identity in Christ.  Most of us don’t know who we are.  If I had a dime for every time I heard someone say “I don’t know what my purpose and destiny is in life” I’d be rich!

Finding your purpose.  Who are you?

First comes Salvation then comes the rest. In order to develop a relationship with God you have to be saved.  It is not about religion it is about having a relationship. How to get Saved.

Reading the bible. The bible tells you who God is and it also tells you who you are.  Once you move in the direction of who God says you are, you literally just come face to face with what you should be doing in life.  You will need to take the time to read the bible.  Apart from the word, you are lost.  There are many resources online where you can read it for free if you don’t own a physical copy

Spending time in prayer asking God. When we pray God begins to reveal to us who we are.  It is a process because as you go along He will begin to remove the things that are hindering you in this journey and begin to reveal the real you.  If you watched the video I shared last week on the make up of man, you’ll realize that your spirit man got saved, but now you are in a battle to clean up your soulish issues (traumas of the past), wash your mind clean from evil thoughts, and get your flesh (earthly desires) under control.  Until you do all of that successfully, your spirit man is battling everyday to lead you in the right direction.  If you are not aware that this is happening you’ll give in to your flesh, give in to your evil thoughts and let you past hurt and pain rule your life.  In the end, you get nowhere!

It is a process.  Give yourself time.  There’s a whole series on finding your purpose and destiny and you can start with the first video here.

But again, I can share the knowledge with you, explain it so clearly so you understand it, but if you fail to use wisdom and apply it to your life you are nowhere.  Application.

Your Angels know who you are even if you don’t

Not knowing who you are is not a new thing, it’s actually all over the bible.  What is interesting is that the angels that are there for you see you as your completed self.  Yes, they don’t see you as how you see yourself.  They see you as the champion you were created to be.  So when we do silly things that go against our identity in Christ the angels are baffled because they are thinking “huh? what do you mean? Don’t you know who you are?”

One advantage I have of being a seer is that I can see their expressions when I ask dumb questions or give silly commands.  It’s a look of I’m not sure why you’re asking me that.

And as soon as I see that look, I know I am asking for something that I should already know.  Man, if I could put words to that facial expression.


It’s not a Duh type of look, it’s more of a huh?  Let me explain in terms that you can understand.

You see yourself like this little boy, you have this egg and now you are trying to figure out how to cook it. You go asking your angel to help you boil an egg because you don’t know how to do that.  Do you know what your angel sees???  This person.

Just imagine the look on their face when you asked them to help you boil an egg!!!  The poor angel is like huh? You’re asking me to help you boil an egg? You’re Gordon Ramsey.

This is you talking to your angel “vroom vroom, how do you get it to move?”  You feel like your feet can’t even touch the pedals and you’re trying to figure out how to reach the pedals so you can make the car go.

This is who your angel sees

So how do you expect him to respond to a question like that?  Huh? Was that a trick question?  You’re Lewis Hamilton.

LOL.  For sure that’s the face.  You ask these things because you don’t know who you are.

Hence, YOU MAKE IT STOP!  God is not going to do what is in your power to do. He needs you to step up to the plate and do what you were created and designed to do. So He puts you in a very uncomfortable situation, and as you begin to get crushed like an olive the oil starts coming out and that’s the moment you begin to realize there’s more to you.

The first time I came into the understanding of who I was and I had the ability to see the battalion of angels that are just sitting there waiting for my commands, I cried realizing they were waiting for ME.  To step into who I am.  To do the job.  Show up for work!!!  And then I apologized to them…why cause the bible says you should?….No, cause I’m not rude.  You don’t have people and/or angelic beings sitting there waiting for you to do your job and you just show up and start giving orders without first acknowledge that you’ve been slacking off!

I’m not rude.  And, I don’t have a sense of entitlement.  I acknowledge and honor the people or spiritual beings who help me get where I am because I realize if they were to be removed from my life….I would be in BIG trouble.  How different would Elisha’s story be if there were no angels surrounding him when the enemy came against him? (2 Kings 6:8-17)

Angels are not our slaves.  They were created to help us.  Do parts of the job that we can’t do.  You can’t fly up into the 2nd heaven, so you need to send someone to do that part of the job.  Right?  That’s where they come in.  So yes, they deserve some level of respect for what they do.  Because I cannot do what they do.  They are not going to do what I am supposed to do, that’s when I get that look I mentioned above.  But as soon as it’s their job to do something they jump to do it as soon as I give the command.  They are not your slaves.  I view them as coworkers.

2 Samuel 5:22-25

22 Once more the Philistines came up and spread out in the Valley of Rephaim; 23 so David inquired of the Lord, and He answered, “Do not go straight up, but circle around behind them and attack them in front of the poplar trees. 24 As soon as you hear the sound of marching in the tops of the poplar trees, move quickly, because that will mean the Lord has gone out in front of you to strike the Philistine army.” 25 So David did as the Lord commanded him, and he struck down the Philistines all the way from Gibeon to Gezer.

David didn’t win the war by himself.  He had the help of the ones that were marching at the top of the poplar trees.

Do I worship them? No.  I worship God. But I acknowledge them because they are always playing a role in my success.  I’m so comfortable with them now that when I do something, like I’m on an assignment somewhere and then I try to explain it to someone I use the word “we” to which they always say “We who?”  LOL  Because they know I was there alone.  But the angelic has become second nature to me now that I include them when I talk about my victories because I know I didn’t do it by myself.

One theology that I was taught in the Presbyterian church that I had to change was that the spiritual realm – angels/demons – even people – cannot hear your thoughts.  They can!  I can bind and loose in my mind and it works!  I can put on the Armor in my mind and it works.  When I get to using the sword of the Spirit, I have to say it aloud because that is activated audibly.  I can call angels to do things for me in my mind, and it works.  So, this teaching is wrong.  If I said that on this website and you read it, I’m sorry, that is not correct.  I’ve had to change my position on this.  Now, what I don’t know is if God allows the angels to read your thoughts but the demons can’t?? I don’t know.  If you have a solid answer PLEASE write it in the comments, with scriptures.

Regardless of whether or not the demons can read my mind, it doesn’t matter.  If this is the place where I am giving commands to my angels I cannot have the duality happening in my thought life.  I can’t give a command and then the very next thought is me cursing someone, regardless of what they did to me.

I’m in a traffic jam and I’m possibly going to be late for a work meeting, then I ask the angels to clear the traffic jam so I can get to work on time.  I get there on time, I say thank you to God and the angels and then I walk through the office door, see that girl that is trying to get me fired and I say in my head “what the heck is this (Profanity) doing here?? I wish she would just drop dead.”  What do you think the angels are thinking at that point?  Now you’re kinda acting like you’re schizophrenic.  How are they to take a command from you?  Next time they are thinking “do you really want us to do this or not?  Because you been sending these mixed signals so we just want to be sure you mean this for real for real.”

James 3:3-12

3 “When we put bits into the mouths of horses to make them obey us, we can turn the whole animal. Or take ships as an example. Although they are so large and are driven by strong winds, they are steered by a very small rudder wherever the pilot wants to go. Likewise, the tongue is a small part of the body, but it makes great boasts. Consider what a great forest is set on fire by a small spark. The tongue also is a fire, a world of evil among the parts of the body. It corrupts the whole body, sets the whole course of one’s life on fire, and is itself set on fire by hell.

All kinds of animals, birds, reptiles and sea creatures are being tamed and have been tamed by mankind, but no human being can tame the tongue. It is a restless evil, full of deadly poison.

With the tongue we praise our Lord and Father, and with it we curse human beings, who have been made in God’s likeness. 10 Out of the same mouth come praise and cursing. My brothers and sisters, this should not be. 11 Can both fresh water and salt water flow from the same spring? 12 My brothers and sisters, can a fig tree bear olives, or a grapevine bear figs? Neither can a salt spring produce fresh water.”

This is so key if you already know that you have an anointing on your life.  If you have a prophetic anointing or you are a prophetic intercessor, even more so because there is anointing on your tongue and your thought life.  You can’t be having evil thought towards people.  That’s why forgiveness and walking in love is necessary. Because if you have nothing against anyone, you’re not likely to think bad thoughts about them.

They don’t have to be your most favorite person in the world, but you surely shouldn’t be wishing them ill – not in your words, or your thoughts.  We have to work on our thought life.

Romans 12:2a

“Do not conform to the pattern of this world, but be transformed by the renewing of your mind.”

How do you renew your mind? Read your bible.

Identity crisis in the bible

One of the first spiritual identity crisis was Sarah, laughing when God said she would have a baby in her old age

Genesis 18:9-15

Then they said to him, “Where is Sarah your wife?”

So he said, “Here, in the tent.”

10 And He said, “I will certainly return to you according to the time of life, and behold, Sarah your wife shall have a son.”

(Sarah was listening in the tent door which was behind him.) 11 Now Abraham and Sarah were old, well advanced in age; and [b]Sarah had passed the age of childbearing. 12 Therefore Sarah laughed within herself, saying, “After I have grown old, shall I have pleasure, my lord being old also?”

13 And the Lord said to Abraham, “Why did Sarah laugh, saying, ‘Shall I surely bear a child, since I am old?’ 14 Is anything too hard for the Lord? At the appointed time I will return to you, according to the time of life, and Sarah shall have a son.”

15 But Sarah denied it, saying, “I did not laugh,” for she was afraid.

And He said, “No, but you did laugh!”

She didn’t believe that and couldn’t see herself doing that.  She had no concept of her spiritual identity.  She thought it was impossible to have a child because she was married to this man for many many years, and she couldn’t get pregnant, of course she would think it’s never going to happen.  So what changed???

Let’s look at the previous chapter

Genesis 16:15-16

“Then God said to Abraham, “As for Sarai your wife, you shall not call her name Sarai, but Sarah shall be her name. 16 And I will bless her and also give you a son by her; then I will bless her, and she shall be a mother of nations; kings of peoples shall be from her.”

Her name changed.  Every time you see a name change in the bible it is always a sign of the person upgrading and stepping into their identity. It is a sign that they have gone through a process and they are now ready to move into the new thing.

A name change is a defining moment where your destiny is concerned.

Abram to Abraham, Jacob to Israel, Sarai to Sarah, Daniel to Belteshazzar, Joseph to Zaphenath-Paneah, Saul to Paul….Sadrach, Meshach and Abednego were not the original names!

So then the prophet tells you “you’re gonna have a name change” and all you’re thinking is “glory be!  I’m getting married!!!”  Because your mind is so trapped in the 1st heaven paradigm and all you can see is there is no ring on your finger.  But you miss the spiritual significance of it.  You just upgraded into your purpose and destiny.  You are stepping into your identity in the spirit realm!

God called the woman who couldn’t have children a mother of nations and kings will come from her. But this only happened when she moved from being Sarai to being Sarah.  She had to go through a process, once the process was completed, her name changed. Then, and only then, was she ready to be a mother of many nations.

Notice that when the change came in the realm of the spirit she was not even aware of it.  Her husband started calling her Sarah after that point and she didn’t even realize that a spiritual change had happened.

She’s still seeing herself as Sarai, that’s why she couldn’t receive it when God told her she would have a child.  She was having a spiritual identity crisis…because she saw no manifestation.

It was already released from the 3rd heaven.  She just didn’t see it yet, so she couldn’t believe it!!!

From the time the promise came, nothing happened for many years, then they decided to take matters into their own hands. Then God specifically said No, this promise has to to with Sarah, no one else. It couldn’t be another mother. They had to wait 13 more years after Ishmael to have Isaac.  God promised & then 1 year later they had the child. They waited for a looooooooong time and then it went super fast. During that 1 year all hell broke loose. Yes, right before it happens things get crazy.

Pick up your bible and read Genesis 18 – Genesis 21.

Nothing but some 2nd heaven activity.  Lot.  The devil used Lot was a distraction. Sodom and Gomorrah.  Once they took the bait from that it spiraled into something else…they end up in a country they were not supposed to go, then this whole debacle with Abimelech. More distraction.  Confusion.

Did they lose that promise?  No.  Because the devil cannot steal squat!!!!  He can delay it, but he can’t take it.

Listen, when God tells you something BELIEVE IT!!!  And then, closely guard your steps.  And then, watch who is in your circle.  And then, cut off the people that you need to cut off.  And then, keep yourself free from sin.  And then, quit looking at your life from a 1st heaven perspective.  And then, ascend into the 3rd heaven and get a good look at where your promise is.

Questions to ask the Lord, even if you don’t know how to operate in the 3rd heaven just yet, am I where I need to be in order for you to deliver this to me?  Is there something I need to do?

You need to find out if you are the one holding up the process.  The Lord will tell you. And when He tells you….application. Do it.

Gideon also had an identity crisis.  Read Judges 6 to see his story.  Do you know what I love about Gideon? Even though he was hiding because he was afraid, when the Lord came to him and announced his true identity “mighty man of valor”, he accepted it.  If you read his story you see that even though he accepted it, he was very much still afraid.  But he did it anyway.  He didn’t allow his fear to stop him from stepping into his identity.  He asked God for a sign, God gave him a sign, then he move forward while still in fear.

The dangers of not accessing the 3rd heaven as it relates to your spiritual identity

The primary danger of not accessing the 3rd heaven to understand your identity in Christ and to walk in it, is that the enemy knows who you are before you know who you are.

And what he does is he tries to enslave you in your mind first to get you to believe a lie so that you never become who God created you to be. Mental slavery.  He causes you to focus on the 1st heaven so that you never for one second think there’s another reality than the one you are currently living.

I’m going to use a literal story as an allegory of what is happening to you in the spirit.  Sigfried and Roy take baby tigers, and other wild animals and they train them from birth to do the things that they want them to do.  If you don’t know who they are, these are magicians (catch the allegory) who train wild animals for their circus show.

By the time these animals get to the age where they can actually kill these men with one swipe of the paw, they don’t even know they are capable of doing that.  Because no one ever told them, or trained them to believe this was even possible.  But you know what?  Deep down the tiger knows that it is a tiger and one day, yes, one day it wakes up to that reality.

They had a tiger and named it Mantecore, the name means “man eater” (the audacity!!!) and the tiger almost killed Roy.  It went for his jugular.  People were shocked and it was actually being investigated as murder.  Murder?  Yes! They believed what happened is some activists attended the show and remember this lady in the audience was wearing an unusually high beehive hairdo that may have had some spray hidden in her hair and when she released the spray it contained pheromones that was the smell of urine from another tiger. So that for a moment, Mantecore came to his sense because he got triggered through his nose (the gates).

In that moment Mantecore must’ve been thinking “Excuse me Roy, you’re telling me what to do?  Do you know who I am? I’m a White Bengal Tiger and I’m going to go show you what I am capable of” You can read the story here.  And it says that this wasn’t the first time they were attacked by these animals.  No it was happening when no one was looking because ever so often these animals come to their senses and they know who they are.  They step into their identity. Please know I am not criticizing or making fun of these men, I’m just using this to show you the similarities of this compared to what happens to us in life.

This is Mantecore, a 600 pound White Bengal Tiger

And they train him and want him to believe this is who he is…


The enemy from your birth works on you. He makes you believe that you are nothing.  That you do not have the ability to achieve what others have achieved.  That you are not good enough.  That you cannot achieve anything unless you have x, y & z.  And x, y & z is always going to be something you don’t have access to.  Or it costs you money and you’re broke so that means you can’t get there.  Or you gotta “sow a seed” to step into your inner Mantecore.  The devil is a liar!

He brings people into your life to abuse you, use you, discard you, reject you, neglect you, molest you, beat you, cheat on you, cheat from you and this further cements into your mind that you are nothing.  Because if you were something special, why would they treat you like that?  The devil is a liar!

And so if you don’t connect with the Lord through first receiving Him as your Lord and Savior, then continue to connect through prayer and reading the bible and accessing the 3rd heaven, you never realize you’ve been lied to.  You never step into who you are. You never realized that you are fearfully and wonderfully made by God and LOVED for exactly who you are and ACCEPTED for exactly who you are.  No, you jump through every hoop that society says will make you be Mantecore only to realize at the end of it all, it never happened.  So then you walk back into your cage and accept that you must be a Persian Cat.  Ahh you know it’s your skin color.  Aah it would be different if you lived in the United States.  Aah if you were only born a man.  Aah if only you had different parents.  Aah if only you were married.  Aah you should’ve been born rich.  The DEVIL IS A LIAR.

You’ll never step into your true identity apart from Jesus Christ because all those things you believe you are missing and the people who have those things are also lost!

Your worth and value is in Christ, it does not exist in an Instagram influencer.

If God gave you a promise, He already knew exactly what you were, where you were and what you would be able to do when He told you that.  That is all you need to move forward.  The Lord believes in you, it is time for you to believe in yourself and the power of His grace working through you.  If He made it all perfect before you succeeded you would also give someone else, or something else the glory.  He is not going to allow you to take the glory from Him.  He needs you to move forward in your insufficiency or whatever insecurities you may be feeling now so that everyone will see it clearly…it was GOD all along.

(Philippians 4:13)

I can do all things through Christ which strengtheneth me.”

(2 Corinthians 12:9)

“And He said unto me, My grace is sufficient for thee: for my strength is made perfect in weakness. Most gladly therefore will I rather glory in my infirmities, that the power of Christ may rest upon me.”

Step into your identity regardless of your insufficiency, insecurities and fears.

When the witch knows you before you know yourself

Years ago I got invited to a prayer breakfast it was being held by a Haitian Christian Business Group.  These are all successful people from Haiti who live in the USA.  They knew that I did mission work in Haiti and so they invited me to speak at their business breakfast and to pray for that nation. While I was there the MC started to prophesy and he said that someone in the room would be receiving a very special spiritual gift from the Lord.  He proceeded to describe the gift and how it would function.  I just thought it sounded cool but didn’t really connect with it.

After he made that prophesy as I was heading to the restroom, I got stopped by someone and they said “it’s you, you’re going to get that gift”.  I just thought “oh, ok”. Well, let’s just say by the time the 4th person looked at me and said that prophesy is actually about you, I guess I had to believe it?

They saw something in me that I didn’t see in myself.  They were able to see something in the 4th dimension that I had not yet known was there.

When we got to the end of the speaking portion of the event, they asked us to go into 15 minutes of intercession for the country.  The entire room in one accord started praying.

The minute I closed my eyes to pray, I see slithering through the room going around the tables and heading towards me a giant snake.  I mean big.

It was there for what was prophesied.  It wanted to take it.  So for the entire prayer, instead of praying for Haiti I was doing spiritual warfare for myself.  I felt like I was fighting for my life.  At that time I didn’t speak in tongues, neither did I know anything about working with angels so I was battling this thing by myself.  The 15 minutes of prayer felt like 15 hours.  Then eventually it vanished.

I sat back down in shock at what just happened.  These are all “Christians” so why did this happen?  It came for me.  It wasn’t attacking anyone else, just me.  Then a little girl came over to me with a book in her hand and she told me that her mommy says I should read the book and pointed to this lady going through the door.  The lady waved at me acknowledging that she did send her over.

The book was about this lady’s journey from being generational witch to becoming a Christian.  Please forgive me but I do not remember the name of the book neither do i remember the name of the lady because I never met her before.

So I went home, it was about 12:30pm and I was exhausted because of what happened there.  I fell into a deep sleep and I had a dream.  It was simple, I was walking and I had my handbag over my shoulder, it was a bag with a double strap.  Then this lady walked up to me, pointed at one of the straps where it connects to the purse and I noticed that the strap was breaking.  It was half way lifting up from the purse, like it was tearing away.  Then she said to me “I did that” and then I woke up.

Your purse is your treasure.  It represented that gift that was prophesied.  The enemy came to steal that treasure, but he didn’t get to take it.  The tear in the strap was the attempted theft but remember it had double straps so even if one broke, he was still not going to be able to take it.  I was in warfare over it so I was able to stop the theft.

Remember they never really take anything they just delay it. The gift did manifest 2 years later.

Again I was stunned because we’re in a room with Christians, all praising and worshipping God.  We sang songs, shared scriptures, praised God for the work He was doing in that nation, so how did this happen?  How did this get into an environment like that?

I woke up around 1:30-2PM and I had the book laying on the coffee table, I decided to pick it up and start reading it.  If you know me, my bible is my number 1 favorite book.  I have books that people have given me from over a decade ago and I still haven’t read it.  I just read books when GOD tells me I need to read that book.  I figure if the internet ever goes down and we have no service for some time, then I can catch up on all these books that I have that I haven’t read.

At that moment, I wanted to read that book. So I started reading and read it in one sitting.  I don’t think I got done until 3-4 AM the next morning.

The woman was a generational witch.  That means that she comes from a family of witchcraft, they pass it on from one leader to the other.  So there is a head and when that person dies the mantle goes to another in the family.  Well, she was slated to take over from her grandmother and basically got saved before it was passed to her and she refused it.  She was a famous TV personality, and was very wealthy. All of what she got was through witchcraft.  She spoke about all these famous people that would come to her, paying a lot of money to work witchcraft so they could be famous.  INCLUDING PASTORS.

I was in shock.  My little Presbyterian mind couldn’t grasp such a thing at the time.

Then there was this one page in the book where she spoke of how she and her group of witches would frequent churches, conferences, Christian events and destroy people’s lives.  Stealing from them in the spirit, breaking up marriages, creating chaos and delay.  All while raising their hands and pretending to praise Jesus so they blend in and look alike your regular run of the mill Christian.  They can fool anybody because they know all the Christianese.  Lest you know them by the spirit, you would never figure it out.

Man looks at the outside but God looks at the heart.

I was in shock.

Honestly, if someone had told me this back then, I don’t think I would believe it.  I guess my idea of what a witch looks like and how she would come across in church is not what it is in reality.  I mean, could you picture a witch lifting her hands and singing a praise and worship song while saying Hallelujah? Could you?  I couldn’t.

Except, I just experienced it firsthand so I knew it was true.

It completely changed how I viewed things and this is why from that day moving forward.  Never ever ever ever ever Never ever ever ever ever Never ever ever ever ever Never ever ever ever ever Never ever ever ever ever Never ever ever ever ever Never ever ever ever ever Never ever ever ever ever Never ever ever ever ever Never ever ever ever ever Never ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever…

will you catch me at any kind of “Christian” event without my Armor on.  Otherwise, I’m a sitting duck assuming that everyone around me is saved.

Why did God send me to that prayer breakfast?  Training.  It shattered my idea that church or Christian groups were a safe place that witches and warlocks won’t infiltrate.  I also needed to read that book to get a firsthand account from someone who used to do this very thing so that I’m on guard.  If I didn’t go to that breakfast, I wouldn’t have learnt this.

Now that I operate from the 3rd heaven, I can spot them very easily.  They are in your churches.  I’M TELLING YOU THAT!

I can tell you as someone who came from a conservative church background and then having been in a Pentecostal environment, there are far more witches in the Pentecostal environment.  It increases by at least 1000%.  I’m not saying they’re not in conservative churches but there are more in the Charismatic churches. And if you think about it, they would have more to steal if someone is moving in the gifts of the Spirit.  They need to hear the prophetic word to know what’s coming and what they can steal.  Especially if they are not a high level witch that can see up several dimension.

I just need you to be aware that this exists and there’s nothing worse than a witch or wizard knowing who you are before you know yourself.

They frequent intercessory prayer groups or love to hang around prophets or prophetic intercessors because they know you have a gift that they can prostitute.  Jezebel did not have 850 people flowing in the gift of Administration and Helps sitting at her table, no, she had the ones with the prophetic gifting.  When you are a new believer in Christ, and you’ve yet come into your full identity in Christ all they do is “Sigfried and Roy” you to make money, steal things from others because you don’t even know you’re Mantecore yet.  And they USE you for their evil purposes.  Spiritual prostitution.

There is one simple way for you to spot them if you can’t see in the spirit.  It’s very simple.

They need you to use your anointed prophetic voice, to curse people.

They always have a target.  They will create some kind of scenario for you to pray about that target after they have already poisoned your mind about that person or organization or group then they call a prayer meeting and get you to pray (or should I say prey) about that person.  All you’re doing is releasing word curses and destroying people in the realm of the spirit.  When you curse people in prayer you are doing the bidding of a witch. You’re getting Sigfried and Royed.  They’re training you to be a witch. You’re being recruited without knowing it.  If you are someone that has trouble forgiving other or you’re a revengeful and vindictive personality, it is so easy for them to flip you over to the dark side.

Those who have the Spirit of God, even if they are a young Christians know, deep down, that something is wrong with that prayer.  Tell me if this has not happened to you before?  There’s no love there, just destruction.  Kill, steal and destroy and you literally feel it when they are preying.  Our war is not against flesh and blood but rulers and principalities in the heavenly realm.  So once the warfare prayer starts attacking a person….back up quick!  You cannot say AMEN to that prayer.  Leave the group immediately.  You do not belong there.

Then if you can see in the spirit they let you tell them what you can see and if they know who’s getting it, they attack that person and steal it.  Why do you think the Courts of Heaven exist?  To get back the stuff they stole from you.  Are you getting it now?

This is why you should NEVER announce yourself to people.  Keep your mouth shut because if God is keeping you covered and you open your big mouth and tell them before you’re even holding that thing in your hand, IT’S GONE!!!!

Push Pull Technology

Your cell phone works off Push Pull Technology.  When you go online and download something you are pulling it into your cell phone.  You can enable Push Notification so that you get automatic updates on your apps or your emails.  They push the update to you, you do not need to pull it down, they push it.

It’s the same in the realm of the spirit.   When I pray healing over you, or you go to a conference and they lay hands on you – that is Push technology.  Because I am pushing healing virtue of Jesus Christ to you.   All the healing of Jesus Christ in the bible is Push Technology.  He lays hands on them and He heals them or he sent (push) His word and healed them.

Except one….

The woman with the issue of blood. Read the whole story at Luke 8:43-48

She was sick and she just grabbed unto Jesus’ robe and pulled the healing out of Him. Even though He was completely surrounded by all these people and they were probably all rubbing up against Him, He recognize that some Pull Technology just happened.  Here’s what He said in verse 46

And Jesus said, Somebody hath touched me: for I perceive that virtue is gone out of me.

She pulled it.

When you go to conferences or you frequent a place where people are laying hands on you, be very careful.  Some of those people you do not want what they are pushing on you.  Know people by the Spirit, not by the amount of followers they have.

In addition to that, if you’re allowing all these people to lay hands on you some amazing prophets may impart wonderful things on you but the minute you bump into a witch/wizard what do you think they about to do???? PULL IT FROM YOU.

Stop allowing people that you don’t know by the Spirit to lay their hands on you or prophesy over you.  Why prophesying?  When they prophesy, you gave them permission to do it, that means they can see things about you.  If that is a witch, you gave her access to your life.

When you tap into the 3rd heaven, you won’t need people to prophesy to you because God will tell you HIMSELF.  I’m not knocking the prophetic because obviously we do that here.  I’m just saying please be careful who you are allowing to prophesy over you.  And you’re much better off getting that word from God Himself.

Not just a regular human but a Nested Human Being

You need to step into the fullness of who God created you to be and everything you need to get going is in these 4 posts.

If you are saved, you can do this.  There’s no reason why you shouldn’t be able to connect with the 3rd heaven.

You have to see yourself as a kind of “nested” human being.  It’s not just you, it’s you and the Trinity.  This is why when Phillip said to Jesus “show us the Father”, Jesus asked him how can you not see Him?  Because He is a nested being.  If you’re looking at Jesus, you’re looking at the Father, they are ONE. (John 14:8-11)  When people look at you they should see Father, Son & Holy Ghost. You are one with Trinity.   And I believe that the One that shines through the most at times is the One whose role you’re walking in at that moment.

John 14:16-20

16 And I will ask the Father, and He will give you another advocate to help you and be with you forever— 17 the Spirit of truth. The world cannot accept Him, because it neither sees Him nor knows Him. But you know Him, for He lives with you and will be in you. 18 I will not leave you as orphans; I will come to you. 19 Before long, the world will not see me anymore, but you will see me. Because I live, you also will live. 20 On that day you will realize that I am in my Father, and you are in me, and I am in you.

You are the outer pink layer and the Trinity is within you.  You are a nested being.  When you got saved you received all of them.  Unless, you never received the Holy Spirit.  I know this statement can make people upset at times but people can mentally know the Lord but the Spirit never came to indwell them.  You can read this post for more clarity on this.

People who are unsaved just have the outer pink portion. That’s it.  Nothing else.  That means you have an advantage.  If you just apply what you learnt here, you will never lose.

Once you have all Three, you now have the ability to ascend into the 3rd heaven and get an understanding of who He is and by extension who you are.

The first thing He will do when you get there is He’s going to work on your love. You can’t fully walk in what the Lord has for you until you truly learn how to love people.  Because if you are only relying on your gifting and anointing you are for sure lacking. (1 Corinthians 12 & 13)  God is LOVE.  There’s no way you come into complete union with the Trinity and not be a loving person.

Your identity is hidden in Christ and as such a part of coming to know Him is to make sure others know Him as well. Releasing them from mental slavery and pointing them back to Christ.

Romans 8:19-22

19 “For the creation waits in eager expectation for the children of God to be revealed. 20 For the creation was subjected to frustration, not by its own choice, but by the will of the one who subjected it, in hope 21 that the creation itself will be liberated from its bondage to decay and brought into the freedom and glory of the children of God.

22 We know that the whole creation has been groaning as in the pains of childbirth right up to the present time.”

They are waiting for us to finally get it together and step into our identity.

The Rapture

Do you remember when I said no one was getting raptured we would all have to go through whatever tribulations comes upon the earth next?  Well, I lied.  You can just go on up now if you want.


9 thoughts on “Prophetic Word – Spiritual Identity Crisis”

  1. Greetings MOP,

    This message was very sobering yet timely. I had recently watched an episode on the Jordan Peterson (at least I think that is what it might be called) show on YouTube whereby he was interviewing a young lady that was de-transitioning. It was sad. So, you can imagine my surprise when I read this post and it mentioned the same thing. I also had told my church at the end of March that we needed to pray for the identity crisis of youth and young adults in the city. I also recall two individuals from my university years in residence over 20 years ago. One of them, a male was a trans dresser and the other, a male was embarking on hormone pills. These two individuals were mutual friends of a friend and room mate at the time respectively. I remember a friend outside of university ask me how I had friends or was surrounded by people like that. That hasn’t happened since then.

    However, one thing that is happening frequently for me lately, more so since March 27, 2023 is people dabbling with New Age tracking me down to have a conversation. The March 27, 2023 occurred as I disembarked a plane and a young man, E. came straight to me at the baggage claim and started chatting. He mentioned that he noticed my pendant (The Tree of Life) and wondered if it was a _________(he mentioned a stone that I wasn’t familiar with) and went on to show me his necklaces, one of them which was a tree of life but had nothing to do with “The Tree of Life,” Our Lord Jesus Christ! He also mentioned that his higher self asked him to come talk to him and so forth. We chatted briefly and then I said “I know why you came to me.” I then reached into my purse and pulled out a book. Guess what it was called? “The Tree of Life!” and some other words in the title that I cannot remember. You see, I was just returning from my parent’s home and out of ALL the books I decided to take to read on the plane, that was the one I chose! He marveled at the title and asked me if I had read it and I responded that I had read a chapter but he could take it. I finished our conversation by saying that he could visit our church if ever he wanted to explore it and his comment was that he could return the book to our church when he was done. My response (whether right or wrong, who knows?) was “You don’t have to come all the way to the church just to return it” and that he could keep it. That was more or less how the conversation ended but mind you the conversation was cut short by an incoming call on my part if I’m not mistaken. The interesting thing about this encounter is that I had noticed him on the plane but our eyes didn’t make contact to my knowledge. He was seated about 5 rows or so behind me and I had the following thought then, “He looks Ukrainian, maybe he is a refuge!” I didn’t get a chance to ask him but he didn’t sound Ukrainian at all, lol!

    Recently though my encounters might start off with business networking and in the course of a “Meet and Greet” it comes to light that they are involved in New Age. This happened to me three times this week!!! I definitely need prayers because I won’t lie because I try to avoid any discussion about the topic or involvement with anyone that practices New Age. However, this is no accident and I just make it very clear in the conversation that I’m a Christ-follower so there’s no shadow of doubt and I hear them out and speak as I feel led by the Holy Spirit. One of the reasons that I’m sharing all this is that the world indeed is suffering from a spiritual identity crisis and the sad thing is that it will end in spiritual death (and for some physical death) for these individuals if they continue down this part as the enemy (and demons) come only to steal, kill, and destroy. As I write, I recall that one of the parties I mentioned involved in New Age this week, was today ( a lady) and I now recall that I actually met her on the same plane that I had met E.!!! We might end up doing some work together professionally. We actually met for lunch last month and I knew that she had a Catholic background and was involved in other stuff but today she mentioned astrology in the context of checking what the stars had to say about a day in the future for an invitation on my part a professional gathering. Dear Lord, give me wisdom, strength, and grace. I appreciate all prayers in this regards.
    Thank you very much!


    1. Hi FE, I believe I know what is happening with you. Do a Google search for “tree of life” and see what comes up. Read each one of them. Because you are wearing that pendant you’re calling them in to you. You know it to mean one thing but for them it means something else. It would be like me going out of my house wearing rainbow earrings today, and then tomorrow I am wearing a t-shirt with a rainbow on it, then the next day a rainbow baseball cap. At some point during that week there are going to be women coming up to me asking me on a date because they are going to assume I am gay. The rainbow means one thing to me but another to them. And it calls them in. Further, I would have to consider who was the artist that made the rainbow earrings, what was the person’s intention when they made it? Because that spiritual energy will be connected to the earrings and to that lifestyle. It then becomes a beacon in the spiritual realm for that. Who made your tree of life pendant? This is what I think is happening to you. You can either use it as an evangelism piece or reserve yourself to the fact that as long as you have that piece of jewelry in your possession (not just around your neck but in your house) you are calling them in. Hope this helps.

      1. Thank you for the response. “Calling them in.” That’s new for me and interesting perspective.

  2. Thank you for your experiences of prayer, seeing and walking in love. Because the enemy stole my sight when I was a toddler (I do not even have pictures in my head, much less spiritual sight), yet I do have many spiritual experiences with intuitive knowing through other spiritual senses. I have visited the third heaven and had interactions with saints when I was “taken” while praying, and have been given prayer assignments in which I trust the Spirit to pray in me without detailed understanding of all the parameters. I am always amazed at the variety of spiritual experiences in individuals and their differing perceptive abilities.
    Once I listened to a wonderful spirit-filled teacher, Nevil Johnson (now deceased), say that we each display spiritual colors, smells and sounds that both the angels and demons can pick up. Regardless of whether or not they can hear our actual thoughts, we are most certainly giving off “emanations” perceptible in the spirit world. Surely many of us have been able to pick up on another person’s feelings, even though we may not know any details or specifics. When we are fearful, demons send all kinds of scary scenarios to us. Spiritual Armor is always good, and confident trust that our Lord is guiding us will see us through even if we take a few wrong turns. Praying in tongues activates angelic forces and speaking with scripture changes what is seen. 1Cor.1.28

  3. Hey Nicole, could you give some scriptures on a human assigning or commanding an angel to do anything? I know the Word has lots of references to them helping us, like Hebrews 1:14 says, but I have always understood that to be assigned by the Father. Ninety-nine percent of us, ninety-nine percent of the time, would ask them to do something imperfect, because we are practically blind, 1 Cor. 13:12 and bound in time, as well. We cannot see the layers of detail, the long picture, or the deals going on in the back room (what Job did not know had transpired). The disciples would have used them to slaughter people “Shall we call down fire from heaven??” Luke 9:54. When I was much younger, I was going through an extremely painful time, my marriage was crumbling, and no matter how much I prayed and petitioned God, it didn’t get better. One day, in sheer frustration and desperation, I was kneeling next to my bed begging God for help, and decided to ask ‘angels’ to help me since (in my blind state) it looked like God was not. The words (a prayer, really) were not even fully out of my mouth when I felt the clear, strong hand of God descend on me and restrain me. Fast and firm. The words that accompanied it in my spirit were “Do not do it!”
    I have never repented and apologized for anything so fast in my LIFE. 🤣 And I have never forgotten it.
    I have seen angels do things, and heard them speak, and asked one a question, but…
    Well, I will quit chattering and wait for your answer. Thanks, dear lady!! 😍🌤☕️👑🙌🏻💗

    1. Hi Tamara, this is a really good question. In the story I referenced above with the snake you’ll notice that I was battling it by myself. I was working and thinking from a 1st heaven perspective – doing it in my own strength and fighting the best I know. Once I accessed the 3rd heaven, I learnt how to work with the angels. Because I could see what God was doing and knew what needed to be in place in order for HIS will to be done. So when I send them, it’s not for me, it’s for Him. They will not do anything that is outside of God’s will so even if you command them, they won’t do it. Here are the scriptures that govern when an angels will step in (Ephesians 6:12) because an angel will never come against a human being. The angels will go after the spirit that is influencing the person and not the person. That’s why God told you to stop. When our mouths are anointed (prophet or intercessor) demons will come and not angels to do the bidding of hurting another human being. So, the request would have to entail fighting a spiritual force, demon, evil spirit, principality, no human entities. Yes, they will come for that. The next thing is what are the commands? (Psalm 103:20) It has to be biblical. It doesn’t matter whose voice speaks the Word (bible), it is the word that sends them out. Because they operate in order and not disobedience, timing of a things is also important. If I’m going to a meeting or need to catch a flight and there is a traffic jam, for sure I ask them to clear the traffic and they do it. Is that in the bible? No, that’s just everyday life but I’m not coming against another human being and I need to get to my appointment (which is the will of God); therefore, they clear the traffic for me. I do not go to places where God has not sent me, so while I am there I am under the authority of God to do what I need to do, as long as I am in God’s will and doing what God told me to do, the angels obey everything that I tell them because it is part of the mission that God sent me on. As a new Christian, I would also be baffled by a verse like (John 14:14) because I would do it and it never happened. Again, if it’s not in God’s will and it’s not God’s timing, it’s not going to happen. And when we ask sometimes it is a totally selfish request. Like I said in the post, from the 3rd heaven the first thing God works on is your love walk. When you start to love people the way God loves them you become more mindful of what you ask because you think about the consequences of what you’re asking and how it will affect others. Once we go through the processing of the love walk, we can command angels because they are asked from a place of love. And love would never wish or ask for evil to be done against another human being regardless of what they did or are currently doing. When you look down at your hands in the spirit realm and see the same scars on your hands that Jesus has on His, you’re ready. Now you can command them and also when John 14:14 becomes real for you. It’s a process. Hope this helps. Blessings

  4. Greatful on this article especially the love part , your ministry has the goods because of your love , will you pray total healing restoration from breast cancer I’m going thru ? Psalms 103 I am decreeing thank you in Jesus name amen

    1. Hi Sandra, thank you for your kind words. We will pray for you as always. I’m encouraging you to tap into what you learnt in these past 4 posts and access the 3rd heaven. What we pray and what medicine knows is limited, God has answers to things we know not of. I believe if you do that, He will impart some wisdom on you in this area. Blessings

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