Hello. I’ve been a Christian for a while, but l really feel challenged by the emotional healing that the Lord is accomplishing in me. I believe that the Lord is healing scars from my early childhood memories etc.His timing is perfect……

My problem is l respond to Him and allow God into those areas in which He wants to heal, BUT l feel like lm always being worked on, and not where l would like to be in Him.

This also makes me feel inadequate, like somethings “wrong” with me that l need so much healing etc. Like other christians don’t seem to have these issues, or are emotional like me,that they seem to be going along great with God. But I feel vunerable and needy by this comparison.???

However in saying that, l have had a lot of hurt in my early life.
It has also caused be to have more compassion and understanding with other people what God has done / healed in my life.

It’s like l cannot see my situation in the right perspective, and my feelings of inadequacy rise up, causing a struggle for the truth of who l am in Christ.

My prayer is l want to feel normal, and to be able to rest in God’s love for me. I find it hard to rest after praying in that “waiting stage”for the manifestation of the answer.

My whole thinking structure of bad thinking habits and erroneous doctrine and beliefs are being sorted out.l am in unchartered waters. The word of God is my compass, but l struggle to rest in His truth, and to cast down my own feelings.
Help me Lord.