Hi Sylvia, I think you need to surrender full control to God as far as your job, desire to be married and children are concerned. Your main problem is that you are trying to control how God does it. There is nothing wrong with your desires. You are not asking for too much. God can do all of this and MORE! You need to allow Him to do it His way and in His timing.
It will all happen but you must surrender the timing and the “how”.
Praying that you surrender control.
God bless you.
