Yes, you do need deliverance. Do a search online and find a deliverance ministry in your area where you can get some help. You’ll need them to cast this thing out of you and also to cleanse your home. A good place for you to start is in confession your sins and ridding yourself of any generational curses. Here are some articles and prayers for you to start the process. You MUST do this or you will not be free of them. https://missionariesofprayer.org/2010/03/important-role-confession-prayer/
https://missionariesofprayer.org/2012/09/source-curses-generational-curses-passed/
