Hi, I need help. I am struggling with depression and prayerlessness and my family could deeply use prayers, mine and yours. I ask that you would pray for my heart to change. My Dad is an unbeliever that has received much abuse from his now deceased physically abusive father. My childhood was filled with much manipulation and verbal abuse. My mother has leaned on me heavily while my father was present but inactive in their marriage. I took on his neglected responsibilities and suffered with depression since 15. I am now 28, unemployed and afraid to take a step to create independence from my family. I am educated and struggling with the unending to do list at home and the family strife. I take on the unnecessary burden of trying to fix my family. My brother hid away in a world of video games while I love him and my parents I have much resentment on my part. I struggle with people pleasing and not saying no. I am having a hard time maintaining boundaries with my family and it is stunting me. My mother struggles with the same issues with boundaries as she was also depended upon by her mother when her father abandoned her family. I know there are spiritual and generational layers to this and I don’t know how to be free. I just want to be free. I need help surrendering this to Jesus. Thank you to all who pray may God bless you in ways you could never imagine. I’m losing hope that things will change. I know I am the only one I can change. I need Jesus to show me where to start