Hello C, we are praying for you but there are some things that you need to do. Find a local church that has a deliverance ministry and go and get someone to help you with this. It appears you have some heavy demonic activity going on and you need to have someone work with you on that.
While you do this please read and watch this series and work through the items
https://missionariesofprayer.org/2012/09/blessings-curses-work/
