please pray for me- i had family members to do voodoo rituals against me as a child- i have struggled with depression suicide job hopping can never complete anything no matter how much i tried, could never keep a dime and i made great money. I didnt squander it – i have an old raggedy house and old raggedy car and a horrible marriage. things would go well for a little while – i would get to a place where i thought i could survive financially and mentally and then the I make dumb decisions that cause me to fall into worse shape than before thinking im making a good one. I have repented for every kind of sin i have ever done i have forgiven those that did the rituals against me but the residue is so strong and prevalent right now. my life is out of control.this did not start with corona i care less about the virus quite honestly- I have read the bible over time tried following the Torah gave up on God only to return and repent but I have anxiety shame jealousy anger bitteness, i have dreamed of being in a car with someone driving down a road in the dark, stopping at a stop sign looking across the street seeing everything bright and clean yet the car i was in couldnt cross to the other side. thats the story of my life and Ive fought to live so far im in my late 40’s please pray for me.