I certainly do not have any insights on this but I know that God is good and like Christine said, he loves you and cares for you. I think if you pray about it and ask him to help you with it he will. I also think he does warn us in dreams or prepares us for something…not trying to scare you here, but perhaps something metaphorically. I think our culture has changed so much that it is almost unrecognizable. I think of what it will be like in the end times (the time right before Christ returns) and they will be like the days of Noah and Lot. So perhaps it is not so much about anything that is going to happen to you, but what is going to be happening to those who do not know the Lord. But I can certainly see how this is very disturbing! I am praying right now that God will give you comfort, peace and insight!