I trusted the wrong guy, I didn’t not give in to temptation, instead I was manipulated & threaten, physically abused as well.

I do not want to harp on the past.

He(Jiawin) cheated on me before the break up, but lies about it even when evidence was shown. He’s not mature enough to face reality, blocking me out, refuse to find a job & he’s 26. He has gaming, smoking & pornography addiction, he seeks prostitution too, brought him to church once.
Right now he’s dating the 3rd party whom he cheated me on, she knows I’m pregnant with his child, she(kelly) is only 17, very young.

I need prayers to help me forget the pain & trauma he has caused me. It’s giving me nightmares daily, I just want to focus on Jesus. I hope the Lord can changed him to face the truth maturely not run away, at least helping out with maintenance, even if he chooses to leave me irresponsibly.

It’s tough to be 11 weeks pregnant & alone. I have been reading daily devotion to help me.

Thanks so much!