This may sound like a really strange request. I am not sure if there is something spiritually that is blocking me, my mind & my memory but I feel like there is some sort of mental blockage.

Some nights I wake up praying for specific people, when I wake up in the morning, I don’t remember what I prayed just who I prayed for.
I feel extremely drained after reading the bible, reading a prophetic word, or even watching a church service/prophetic word/deliverance videos. I’ve had dreams every night for 2 weeks at a time & the second I wake up, gone, nothing, no memory of what happened at all. But I get the sense that it was something really important.

Please pray for me for God to reveal to me what this blockage is so I can pray against it & break it off my mind & my life.