I need real help here – I’m dealing with something that is not of this world possibly. I’m not on anxiety medication – it is destroying my life. I’m not sure if it’s oppression or something else. I’m so scared and praying that Jesus still loves me. I’m hopeless at this point and yes I go to church but I’m just barely getting to know others there. I listen to your sermons online often and I’m barely just getting back into church – but there is no way for me to live for Jesus under the torment that is going on. I beg for you to pray for me – I need more than one prayer here and the Lords direction. I pray for His grace and mercy and forgiveness so much and I can’t live like this another day. Please help me.