I am feeling beyond discouraged and at the point of giving up on finding love. I’ve been single for almost 2 years now and I find that the dating scene has changed drastically. Since post-covid everything has been strictly online since when I go out to stores, churches, malls, ect you see more couples, guys or older people more than ever. Online dating resulted in bad date after bad date or just low quality that didn’t meet what I am looking for. Even matchmaking tried to dealt me a bad hand for the money you spent on their services. I went into this years corporate fast with good intentions and felt hopeful afterwards as It revealed many things that I wanted to get answers to this year. Also I’ve noticed a lady who lived across the street from me who appears to be what I’ve been looking for in a woman (similar to the one in my dream) But she was difficult to catch up with because she was always on the go and we both work long hours. So after talking with friends and coworkers I took a chance of leaving a note on her car and eventually followed up by eventually talking to her face to face and she mentioned she was interested and would like to go out to a restaurant or coffee. While she had my number and its been a little over 2 weeks and it appears she changed her pattern on me as if she was trying to avoid me. I took it as a sign that she really wasn’t interested and was just being nice or I would have been heard from her at some point. I am a natural romantic and I had roses, chocolates, letter and a portion of a meal I cooked as a way to try to connect with her but I had to get the hint that if someone wants you, they will find a way as time is of the essence. I mainly did that because I know what type of man I am and what I can be for the right woman but I feel like in today’s world she doesn’t exist. Not many people will understand this but I hurt and I hurt badly because I don’t feel good enough for this world. I tend to attract or get thrown people who I am not attracted to as if that’s all I am good for. My intentions for finding a woman are definitely aligned with GOD but I don’t have many lines of blessings around me like I use to. Not even sure what to pray for anymore as I am getting too old and this world is getting too heartless to find the happiness I desire as I pray to be at peace in Jesus name, Amen!