Hi Izabella,
I know how you feel and what you going through and sometimes we need some to talk to to listen. You may be alone and help tu buy you une the most valuable person in your life. Jesus your redeemer and shepherd of your soul.
MOP has a prayer line that you can call and there will be someone to pray for you or listen to you.
This battle cannot be fought alone. Go on give them
A call and see what God intervene on behalf of you. Where there is two or more in my name there I shall be. I paru you see and the Spirit of God lead you to eight line to call, shalom, shalom my sister in Christ.

Do you need someone to pray with you over the phone? There are times when we are going through a very difficult situation and we need someone who is available to pray with us even if it is 2:00AM in the morning.

Here is a list of great prayer ministries that will be available to pray with you 24 hours per day, 7 days per week. Remember, Jesus loves you. You can also set up your own free Prayer Line on this site or find a list of Prayers to meet your need.

Trinity Broadcasting Network – TBN (714) 731-1000

Christian Television Network – CTN (727) 535-7729

700 Club (800) 759-0700

Morris Cerullo (866) 756-4200

World Harvest Church (614) 837-3232

Pray Live (443) 524-9880 enter code 7729

Life Outreach International (800) 947-5433

Somebody Cares Tampa Bay (877) 800-7729

Joel Osteen Prayer Request (713) 491-1283 or toll free at (888) 567-5635

Benny Hinn Prayer Request (800) 433-1900

Other Prayer Lines

T.D. Jakes Prayer Line -(888) 868-2497

Monday through Friday 7:00AM EST – 12 Midnight

Saturday & Sunday 6:00AM EST – 12 Midnight

World Missionary Evangelism – (800) 501 2851

Monday through Thursday 9:00AM EST – 5:30PM EST

Friday 9:00AM EST – 1:00PM EST

Shalom Izabella, I was praying for you in regards to your situations and these words came out if my mouth while I was praying Jesus is a friend of sinners( Romans 3:23; Luke 15:1-4, don’t let that stop you), he cares for you, therefore bring all your burdens to him; come to me am you who are heavy burden and I will give you rest(Mathew 11:28-30. Also he said « If my people, which are called by my name, shall humble themselves, and pray, and seek my face, and turn from their wicked ways; then will I hear from heaven, and will forgive their sin, and will heal their land, 2 Chronicle 7:14.
I pray for his love( Romans 8:38-39, nothing can separate you from his love to cover you and his peace to strengthen to go to a church in your area where you can go speak to a pastor or man or woman of God. I also pray he lead you to that person or lead that person to you today. I faced the same situation in need of someone to talk to and I know how not to have any close ones around.
But he has them online, in churches and everywhere, just ask Jesus. He knows them and you will surprised.
God bless you my sister and I cover you in the blood of Jesus and claim victory over you life.
Jesus our Rock and Redeemer live there and he will shield you from your troubles and fears. Shalom.

Also speak Psalm 61 daily over your life but firstly put on the armor of God according to Ephesians 6:10-18 and ask for for protection in psalm 91 and for forgiveness in psalm 51,then speak psalm 61 daily. Daily. God bless you my sister