Date: 7-14-2023

Young boys/flaming school bus/Eerie character

I had a very scary dream. I’m so glad i woke up. In the dream, it looked like we were at some place, a house or building. It’s like I was with young people and i think in the dream, i was with somebody that i care about but dont know who. The people are mostly Black boys (I’m Black) and then one white girl. And i don’t know, like i felt like i knew someone that i was beside in the dream but i dont know what they look like. I remember they all look like young Black boys and they were all being rowdy and I was just watching them. But i remember i felt unsettled in the dream because they didn’t seem like they were like me, other than the same skin color, emotionally or mentally. Yeah. There seem like there’s something going on mentally.The young people looked like they were sent away to this place and i was there with them as a visitor. It felt like they were part of experiment, or i don’t know what it was, but they all were kind of dysregulated emotionally and acting unsettled. They were fighting. It almost seemed like an orgy of some kind. At one point, somebody was smashing someone’s head into a screen and they were watching something on T.V. It was mostly boys and they started smacking their head into the tv and started fighting. It seemed like they were at some like special place where i guess they were being monitored or observed or something. And then, Yeah, i was there as though I was visiting or something.

And then someone said, i heard, i guess they were told someone was going to be bringing them something. Somebody was going to be delivering something for them. I don’t know what they were getting. But then they were like, ‘oh no!’ And I was listening. And i remember them saying that, oh, this thing is coming and i thought it was coming as a result of their behavior. But, It could have also been to bring supplies.There was a woman in the dream, a white woman and I think what these young people all had in common was they were quite, emotionally dysregulated and looked like they had mental and behavior problems. I don’t know. But the woman was like, ‘oh my gosh, the guys are coming’.

And so then they all went upstairs to their rooms or the places where they stay. And I went up and I was with this girl and I went into her room and her room was full of shoes. The girl looked so frustrated and there was somebody else in her bed too. But i remember it was very white, the rooms and building. And then there was a lot of colorful things, like they all had their own stuff. But it’s like, they were segregated and it’s like they were sent off to some place to be alone. It was weird. It was almost alien like, you know, And they all, i think they all had in common, something that had them there, and I was visiting or something. But I remember there was a lot of boys. A lot of Black boys. There was this one white woman. And she seemed unsettled and not well off either too. But i remember i was walking with her because i was gonna go to her room. And then i saw her room, i looked down because they were stairs leading to her room, and I looked down to her room, and her room, her bed where she’s supposed to sleep was all full of shoes. Like different colored shoes, really beautiful shoes. And I was like, okay, whatever. And as Iwas leaving, i saw somebody else in her bed. She had no space so I left there and then i started walking through the halls and i saw pictures on the wall, i saw a picture on the wall that said, ‘Lavorn’ (my name) it was a handdrawn picture of me! And then it read, ‘Lavorn I appreciate you’ or something. And it had a name on it, but it says ‘I appreciate you’. And I smiled when i saw that and then I kept walking through all these rooms and all of the rooms were, were filled with these people that were I guess lived there. And then all of a sudden, I saw this flaming school bus. It looked like it had Ronald McDonald on it. That Ronald, McDonald thing was freaky. He looked like Ronald McDonald and then he you know, it didn’t look real looked like a robot and he was just like riding through the halls of this house. And um yeah it was eerie. Oh my gosh. I jumped up. I woke up and i was so happy I was awake because it was like he was gonna find me and catch me. And, Yeah, he looked demented almost and He was driving through the hallways in this school bus and I guess he was trying to give people stuff, but i hid when i saw him. I peaked out to see what he looked like and then he saw me! And he was driving and he stopped. And he, backed up to try to come towards me. So, I was hiding. I was hiding in some person’s room behind, like a dresser. That’s when i woke up because it’s like he was trying to find me because our eyes made four. And i was like, whoa and i got so scared. I remember my heart was racing when I woke up. in my mind i was like, oh my gosh.

And there was another part of the dream where i was going down this hill. Like, i was sliding down this hill. I just kept going up and down this hill. I don’t know where it was leading. It was like I was in a tunnel almost But i could see like there was this translucent wall and i could see into. I could hear animals and it was really eerie but i remember, i was kind of stuck in it. I couldn’t get out but i could hear people and i could see things And then i kept sliding down this this shaft. Yeah. It was like a shaft and i remember closing my eyes, and i wasn’t sure. And i remember hearing somebody say, ‘Did your heart shake and did your your heart beat speed up?’ and Yeah, i don’t know. I felt scared. I felt like I was just going up and down the shaft
I felt very lost and unsettled, and there were moments of curiosity.

Another key element of the first part of the dream was i was hiding from that Ronald McDonald. Like it wasn’t safe. So there was fear. There was hiding, there was uncertainty. There were rooms of people under their covers, or trying to get settled or hide from this Ronald McDonald blazing school bus, that was just going through the halls of the house.

But yeah, when i saw that thing i was freaked out i was like and i hid. And it just seemed punitive and violent.
I was watching. I was just more observing than anything. But i didn’t feel good in the dream.