Hello MOP my testimony is going to be long so pls bear with me. One morning early February in 2015 I got a stabbing pain on my pack I had just gotten out of the shower, it was so sharp in such a way that I was groaning the whole time when I was moping the floor. I continued with my usual routine of the day, so one or two weeks passed by I was still experiencing pain, I went to the clinic and I was given pain killers but nothing changed and so I went back same thing happened I was sent home with pain killers, and when I went the third time the doctor said this could be serious so she sent me to the hospital. I went to the hospital for about 15 months and each time I saw a new doctor but I was always told nothing is wrong with me. There is another thing I just want to mention before I continue, during this whole time of going to the hospital I had a recurring dream in my dream I was relieving myself in the toilet I don’t know how many times I had this dream but if I have to guess I would say more than six times, I had never dreamt this dream before it was my first time, I didn’t think much of it and unfortunately I didn’t know that recurring dreams are a warning from God, so back to my story I was finally diagnosed with TB SPINE in 2016 5 December and I had to wait for January 18 to go to a spine hospital I don’t know if I said it correctly but the hospital speacialises in spine and many other things. On the 24th January 2017 I was operated on, when the doctors poked me with something on my feet and asked me if I felt anything I said no, I didn’t even cry bcos I didn’t know what it meant for me, and weeks passed I was still in the hospital but I was now sinking into depression, the only thing I wanted at this point was to die, I was depressed I didn’t want to eat and this is what I believe happened bcos I took TB treatment on an empty stomach I developed MDR. Phew I am getting emotional writing this, I remember when the doctor came in to tell me I had MDR I cried liked like a baby and this was my first time crying bcos even though I wanted to die I was sad and scared, oh by the way after my diagnosis I never had those dreams again, strange neh. I was sent to another hospital for MDR treatment, MDR is ahh! how can I say, it is bad news bcos the chances of survival are 50/50 you make one mistake while on MDR treatment you basically cross this thin line between life and death, this is when I got to experience God’s unfailing love and power for me I had seen patients dying bcos they didn’t take the medication correctly and they crossed the line and passed away, and I also made a gravely mistake instead of taking two pills I took one, as days went by I was getting weaker I didn’t know what was happening but I noticed that I had lost taste in my mouth I couldn’t taste anything I was puzzled bcos even though I had lost my appetite but taste was there but now it was gone, I felt like I don’t know how to explain it, but my own body was heavy on me I couldn’t lift my head or my hands and I also noticed that my mouth was full of saliva and I was talking too much like non stop. I knew that I was on earth but somehow I felt like I was on another place the best way to describe is I was in two places at once this is mystery to me also, a nurse came to me and said she needed to put a drip, and boy did she struggle to get those veins, my veins were not visible she struggled a long time and when she did find a vein she sighed a breath of relief all the while I didn’t know what was lurking around the corner. But God was there protecting me. One night I had a dream in my dream I was at home with my big brother and my twin sister we were locked outside and wanted to get inside the house but the keys were inside they were on kitchen table, we asked each other how we were going to get inside the house at that moment I just said to myself let me ask Jesus to get inside and get the keys for me and so silently I asked Him to get into the house take the keys from the table and give them to me, well He did I saw Him taking the keys from the table and gave them to me, but he didn’t give them to me on my hands He dropped them on the floor on my feet and He disappeared when my brother saw the keys he asked me how I got them I told him Jesus gave them to me he said I was lying and I woke up, now back to reality I was dying and didn’t know I was dying the sad part is had I died I would have ended up in hell bcos I was not on the right standing with God yes I was saved but I had a boyfriend and was living sexual sin I am not proud of this, that is why I mention it by name, sin is sin there is no other name to call it, but the amazing thing happened after the dream one morning when I was taking my medication remember that I told you I had made a gravely mistake of taking one pill instead of two? well I was about to make that mistake again but I clearly heard a voice and it said to me TAKE TWO, I know now this was the Holy Spirit I didn’t know then, I had never heard His voice before, this was my first time hearing His voice it was so clear I don’t know if it was audible or not but it felt like it was audible and when He said that I immediately remembered that I was supposed to take two pills instead of one, after the Holy Spirit experience the days went by my taste came back, I stopped talking non stop the saliva in my mouth was now normal I ended up staying for seven months in the hospital I was discharged on 4th August 2017, I continued with my treatment for another 24 months but I was an outpatien, I was discharged on April 2019 there were so many ups and downs during those 24 months but God kept me. I am still on wheelchair after six years but you know what I am alive God gave me another chance to make things right with Him I will not lie being wheelchair bound is not easy but I am alive I got another chance some patients I was with didn’t get another chance this is the reason why I am no longer depressed it is bcos I am still here. I just want to say thank You Father bcos you literally saved me from hell.