I was in a room with three of my childhood church friends three sisters…2 were mad at the oldest because they disagreed on something about their mother…so I mediated between them and told them to sit and talk it out..so before they started the oldest one was showing me how to play a game and she said to me you owe 10 and I said 10 what? And she made a mean face kinda like saying I was slow..so I asked her if she wanted me to leave so that she could speak to her sisters privately and she said “ok” and I told her I’ll just look up the game too see the directions and she made a face again with her younger sister so with in me I felt pain sadness I felt less then them and slow it took me back to my childhood…so as I walked off in to the other room there was an older man at the corner and he said “ I know who you are! you’re love” “ love can you tell me what I need because I’m sad and depressed” and I answered in my brokenness almost crying you need God and Jesus he died for us on the cross and he almost cried hearing me and I woke up