Hi please pray for me. My marriage is on the rocks. I left my husband of almost 13years and he is not remorseful of his bad behavior. He has been coming home late drunk and even sleeping out.We were fighting all the time. He is also disinterested in our children and never engaged them and we are no longer friends. Our marriage is broken. Our finances are also in a mess. So much debt and my car is being auctioned. This car is what I use for my business and it has been my altar-a haven where I pray and cry to God as I move around.It looks like my personal life is falling apart. Our older child is so affected by all this. We have two children 10 years and 5 years. The older child says we left because her dad and I argue all the time-on the phone and in person. Please pray for them that God will shield their hearts. I am so sorry about subjecting my children to this. My desire is to be reunited with my husband but it’s looking futile given that he isn’t even currently willing to talk or go for counseling or any form of intervention. He wants to save face and not be embarrassed that his wife left him. He is so concerned about his image in society. He also says it’s because I joined the fellowship I attend and I changed since. I found God and he always attacks my faith and beliefs. His heart is so hard to me and to God. I have been emotionally abused by him for a long time and there is peace I found since I left. He has rejected me time and again with his words and listens to no one. I realized that the my source is God. I was so dependent on my husband and he also kept telling me and showing me that without him I am nothing. And I believed him for a long time. He always criticizes me and never listens to me. He doesn’t see any value or good in me. He continues on with his lifestyle of drinking. He has toxic friends and has no respect for me. Even now he tells me I have to respect him and that I left because he has no money and is in problems. He equates everything to money. Please pray for me. I feel so hurt and dejected. For God to make a way. For healing and restoration.
Caroline