We lost our college and church 5 years ago. we are struggling to find a church. Our income was linked to the church and college so we had to start again looking for jobs, we now have jobs but are always overdrawn. what is coming is not enough for our bills and the church bills that we are still paying. My husband is going for an ebus test . I have a skin condition that is getting worse vitiligo. I was diagnosed with cancer and had to have a hysterectomy last year. My grandmother is unwell and i dot have the time or money to spend a sufficient time or little time with her . She lives on the other side of the world. All my famly are there. I am the only one here. When church closed, everyone left ………everything was linked to church and ministry. when that went everything went