I need someone to stand with me in the gap with prayer. I have no parents of my own. I know only of my sister,mother in law and my husband and children who says they are praying with me. I am going through a difficult time financially and emotionally. I resigned a job where I experienced unrealistic expectations,no support,too much stress (I actually got sick regularly due to the stress) and no family time. Now I’m in a position where I feel depressed, unworthy and I am totally financially dependant on my husband. It is extremely difficult. I cannot express in words why. But the Lord knows my husband and myself and our different personalities and character traits and would therefor understand why it makes me feel the way I do and why it is so difficult for me being dependant on him. I am so depressed at this moment in time that I do not even want to stand up to start the day. The smallest tasks seems like a mountain to climb. The positive side is that I do have more time for prayer and for my family but I feel like a failure since I did not cope with the job I had. I only have the skill to teach but are too afraid to go back to teaching as a career due to my previous failure to cope. I have love,compassion and patience but that’s about it…. I need a prayer for a miracle concerning my career. I really need to hear the Holy Spirit and His guidance to know what to do.