Please I’m struggling to believe in God like I use to. I’m struggling to pray and read the Bible. Through willful sinning immorally I may have gained a seared conscience and hardened heart. I respond with hostility to the gospel and I dont know why and I believe there is a demonic stronghold. I’m fearless and faithless. I want to be able to pray and have encounter with God. There is a resistance when I try to pray or do anything in relation to the faith. Please pray that God will have mercy on me and give me grace to pray with a contrite heart to seek Him for an undeniable encounter so that I dont fall away in these last days. I want be apart of what He is doing in these last days to bring other loved ones in. But my salvation is needed first please.