Dear Madam
I’m a born again Christian for 15years. Few years ago I lost my 2 siblings and went to a state of not trusting God. I decided to date a man who believe in God but not born again. 18 months ago I decided to repent and renew my vows to God, fast, pray and stop fornication. But he decided to stay with me until now planning to start marriage process in 2 months. He masturbate, drinks. I suffer from sex with him in my dreams. Now I dream masturbating. I’m hurt because I’m very committed to God and prayers but I’m sad and confused