Am I wrong for not wanting a child to live….from my husbands affair???
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Hello, I need prayer because my husband had an affair last year. It resulted into the woman getting pregnant. I have prayed and asked God to take the child’s spirit back into His loving bosom…am I wrong for not wanting this child to live??? My heart hurts so bad and I have prayed and asked God to help me forgive my husband and the woman. I have, I just don’t want to have to deal with this memory or thought for the next 18 years. I know that I would not do anything to harm the child or make it feel uncomfortable when it comes to visit. But today is my wedding anniversary and the woman is to be induced into labor on Monday. I truly don’t want to have to deal with this woman, because she really thinks that it is okay what she did. My husband is very remorseful, regretful and does all he can to make sure that I know he is sorry. She has not apologized to me yet and I doubt that I will ever get an apology. I haven’t expressed this to anyone, but I really do want God to take the soul of this precious child back with Him…I don’t see the mother trying to be anything but a nuisance in the future. I really want the mother removed out of our lives, the baby is the reason she would continue to be in our lives…I need a prayer of removal of that woman…I don’t think that I can handle it…I have suicidal thoughts constantly…I said that if God doesn’t remove them out of my life…that I would have to remove myself…and what has kept me from killing myself…I’m not sure if I would go to hell if I did it myself…I don’t want to go to a much worse hell than I am already in… I don’t know what to do anymore…My heart is torn to pieces…
It is not wrong or right for you to feel that way, but what it is, is human. And sometimes we have to ask God to help us overcome the human side and make wise decions in the spirit. Because our flesh makes decisions based on our emotions, but in the spirit you’ll make wiser decisions which will be best for everyone involved. So seek God and let Him guide you in how to handle it, and allow God to heal and renew your heart.