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Praying for a miracle. Today my husband admitted he cheated on me with a random woman he met in a bar. I have been temporarily relocated out of town to help my mom who is sick. My mother and I planned to relocate back to my husbands home in about 3 months as I have been with her for 6 months and visiting my husband for extended weekends and weeks when I can. Apparently, he has been very lonely and according to him dealing with it. I had no idea he was in bars, and he drinks but not alcoholic. My husband is a Christian man and that was one of the main reasons why I married him. Today he claimed that he felt he was evil, not saved, and he did not know himself like he thought he did. He said he needed time and that he did not want me to wait for him because that was not fair to me. He said that he needs time to pray and get to know God for real. I was devastated by the news. I offered to pray with him and told him that I loved him and that if he wanted to fight for our marriage, I would fight for it as well. He does not want to. I almost feel as though he met someone, even though he claimed he did not. He also said he did not trust himself not to cheat during our time apart because when he cheated he did not even feel remorse. My God. Who did I marry. I feel so stupid and so used. We have no kids but were actively trying and now he has given up. I feel the devil has really dug his claws into this marriage.
I am a strong believer and know that God can do the impossible. I have been having issues with my faith because I kept praying for a baby and it just was not happening. We have only been together for 2 years. I love him and don’t want to walk away, but I am NOT willing to beg him to do what he vowed to do. I have honored my husband, listened to him and tried to be a good wife. I will honor him asking for space until the end of the three months. I know that God hates divorce, and that the goal should be reconciliation. How can I reconcile with a man that does not want to reconcile. We do not have a pastor or two witnesses to speak with him according to Matthew 18:15.
I am fasting and praying that God’s will be done and that he has a change of heart. Seems dismal right now as he is filing for divorce already. But I know I cannot look at the circumstances in the physical. I will always pray for my husband and his condition right now, I am also hoping more saints can join in and help me pray for my marriage. I will stay strong.
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Father, have mercy on Nichole, comfort and console her as she navigates this season of her life. I pray you grant her endurance, deeper faith and understanding of what is needed at this time. I pray that her mind may be stayed on you so she will be kept in perfect peace. May she hear your voice and may you remove the voices, thoughts that do not align with your voice. I pray that she can surrender and yield and that you would reveal more of yourself as she presses into your presence. I pray for labourers who can walk alongside her and her husband. I pray for her husband’s heart to be softened and for him to come to his senses and escape the trap of the devil. Remove the scales from his eyes and may your grace and mercy make a way for him to repent and turn to you. I bind up the spirit of disillusionment, pride, hopelessness, fear, anxiety and adultery and cast it out from this marriage. I loose truth, clarity, understanding, humility, healing, courage, faith and purity and righteousness. Lord, we know reconciliation is your will as is holiness, righteousness, justice and peace. Breathe and revive this situation in a way that honours and glorifies you. Spirit of truth infiltrate every conversation, decision, action and feeling so that all of it would be taken captive and made obedient to Christ. Amen.
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