I am married and have been married for 31 years. I have done only one thing consistently in my marriage and that is lie. I have lied and decieved my wife about small stupid things and large consequential things and have erroded her trust in me. God has shown me who what and why I am what I am, and I had to discover truths about myself I had covered up with lies. God, in his mercy, has shown me the truth of who and what I have done and become but it may be too late. I want to solicit prayers for the resurrection and restoration of my marriage , because I love her and dont want to be the source of her pain but a safe place for her to fall into securely, lovingly and with little doubt in her heart and soul, that He has done this for us.