Hi Gayle,
Thank you for sharing your dream with us. Please take everything I share to the Holy Spirit as He Alone gives the accurate interpretation.
You need grace and favour in your life. Do not feel or dictate how and what the source that it comes from. Grace is receiving that which you do not deserve. Just accept and say “Thank you!” 🙂 God will meet your needs in the situations that seem dead. You are not forgotten!
Shalom!