Hello,
I wonder spiritually if there are some things you are trying to “box away” or put up, as in regarding old habits, ways of thinking, even bad behaviours but something came up and got away? Something else coming up to the surface. The “creed” or your religious beliefs will help you recover and overcome. The holy spirit is what will help you to overcome these issues and demonic strongholds in your life.
Hope this helps.
Blessings