Today was the third time this week dreaming the same dream, but today was clearly a continuation of the other two dreams.
I was in hospital in a private ward. I was informed that I had given birth to a boy. He was however on machines for breathing, heart monitoring, etc. I did not remember being pregnant, I found it difficult to bond with the baby and do the neccessary. I called nurses to do everything. Today after a nurse checked his heart, cleared his lungs, she told me I must feed him. I looked at him, he was a beautiful baby but I just could not bring myself to do it as he did not feel like mine. I refused to feed him and with that I woke up.