Thank God for your ministry. Your section about prophecy was a tool today of the Lord today, helping m understand my life and God’s call on my life which God has miraculously made sure to me this last year.
I have been attacked on multiply fronts in church and out of the church, all the while, seeking God to fix my bold tongue. I also lead a life of rejection, even of my own children and only have a few friends, none really close. Yesterday, God showed me that I am a prophet through my missionary friend, whom God recently used to make my call sure.
Today, the Holy Spirit led me to your site and spoke to through it. I now understand why I have suffered so much my whole life, even before I got saved.
Please pray for God to move on this church for which I am preparing a lengthy paper detailing what happen to me there. I was physically, emotionally and mentally abused and even chased after by the leader of a bible study on my second time there whom I didn’t know from Adam because she wasn’t there the first time I came. The group leader repeatedly grabbed my wrist under the table and firmly held it every time I tried to contribute to the discussion while harshly correcting me in front of the whole group for interjecting while we were discussing the Book of Esther. Then, when I tried to leave, she wanted to go after me more. It got worse when I refused to stay after her study to get bullied more. When I tried to leave, she chased me and I found myself cornered by Pastor’s wife and another leader, for this group of ten (questions on why they need 3 leaders) I later realized that Pastor’s wife had betrayed my confidence about my prayer need concerning my vocalness and talked about me with them. She even took part in the bullying and gave me unscriptural counsel telling me that I should accept correction from anyone in the group.
The Holy Spirit led me to write on the Book of Esther as part of addressing it to the church. Sunday, I came under attack again, this time for a different direction from the deacon of a church that I left long ago. God had allowed this one to burn to the ground. I believe that the pastor of this church, is clueless about this all. In fact, they all went and concocted a lie about what happened. Sunday, I got attacked in church again. I wept and sought God most of the day Sunday and yesterday. I have been under attack on all fronts, in and out of the church and suffered severe rejection. Now I understand that it isn’t me but that it is clearly Satan attacking me and it is because of God’s prophet call on me. Please pray for God to protect and to provide for me. Pray for the Holy Spirit to guide me as I write pray for Pastor and for those in need at this church to hear what God is speaking to them when I deliver this paper to them and that they repent.

Thank you very much and God Bless you.
Jan