Kara,
Thanks so much for reaching out to me, It is really an empty feeling when no one hears you or understands. My husband just laughed saying “silly, it was just a dream.” & I understand & appreciate your interpretation but I think a few more details would change it a little. Sorry, I was so clouded when writing it out.. But it wasn’t a party, it was as if I was living with many people, & although I could not see any of them i knew they were all there & that Anton Levey guy was the head of the house. The sacrifice (me), there seemed to be organizing going on for a ceremony he was the head of. & my friend is one I very rarely see or get to talk to, literally once every year or so now..
Thanks so much again,
Christine
