Thank you for sharing your dream with us. Please take everything that I share back to the Holy Spirit as He Alone gives the accurate interpretation.
You’ve been “parked” in some area(s) of you life. Nothing you do seems to get “it” started. Ask the Rock (Our Lord Jesus)to cleft for you and stay there. He will direct you during your transitions, in the narrow (aka ford) paths, on when to get out to prevent any “explosive” interactions. Don’t hesitate to involve your sisters in Christ and request angelic assistance in this ordeal. The Lord WILL keep you!
Do you know the song, Rock of Ages? I recommend that you listen to it 🙂