Thank you for sharing your dream with us. Please take everything that I share to the Holy Spirit as He Alone gives the accurate interpretation.
I believe that your dream is saying that your current church in the future or a new Christian fellowship all in the future will experience a “watering” down of the Word of God (meat) but you will be instrumental in encouraging and guiding others during this process. You may seem alone, invisible in this transition as if not heard by others but your prayers either to date on in the future that entails seeking God (3am- this powerful and I think of this time when God seems to speak to people who diligently seek Him) will not be in vain. Be encouraged!