Hello F.,
Thank you for sharing. First, I’m simply a child of God that desires to serve Him and put a smile on His face. I love the Lord with all my heart, not perfect, but He is my #1. A relationship with God is intentional as with any human relationship but the difference is a reverence and awe that cannot be ascribed to a human. God is a Faithful God and you too can have a lovely relationship with Him. Look up James 4:8, Numbers 23:19, Jeremiah 29:13 and Jeremiah 33:3.
He does not answer at times if we are indulging in sin, known and unknown. Here’s a rhetorical question for you and I don’t need an answer. What does I Corinthians 3:17 mean to you?
One thing that came to mind was “Check your sexual partners.” This pertains to current and previous partners. Sometimes, attacks come to us based on people we are, or have been associated with.
As to how He sent me a message that you are loved… First, the Bible is VERY clear about that John 3:16 (logos). However, as for you specifically (rhema) everything about that incident is written in my response the dream of the black bird. You can call it a nudging from the Holy Spirit, but it was persistent “Go up and tell her that she is loved.” I was “interrupted” (chuckle) a few times while making dinner to go up and tell you the things I had mentioned in the same response thread. It was quite persistent and I can’t recall that for anyone else on this forum but there might have been one other. That is also how I sensed this was a matter of “urgency” and you needed to know that (You still need to ask the Lord what the black bird represents).
I am thankful for my relationship with the Lord and I have come to learn through time, trial, and error the Voice of the Holy Spirit and I’m not referring to an audible voice. You, too, can have a deeper relationship with the Lord. Don’t forgot to look up those scriptures that I mentioned earlier on in this response. I hope that this helps!
Shalom!
