Thank you for sharing your dream with us. Please take everything that I share to the Holy Spirit as He Alone gives the accurate interpretation.
One of the keys to the interpretation to your dream is the excerpt from your dream “maybe God is trying to speak to me” and that is accurate. Here’s a rhetorical question for you and I do not need a response please. Is there something/someone related to your destiny (perhaps a gift or person that might be “small” in stature but spiritually mature) that you keep belittling or uprooting or discarding? It (the thing or person) might be global in nature. Remember Zechariah 4:6.