Hello JW,
Thank you for sharing your dream with us. Please take everything that I share to the Holy Spirit as He Alone gives the accurate interpretation.
It appears that your dream got cut of before it was sent (Is there more to this dream?). The much that I can say now is that you are renewing your mind and changing the way you look and the process of the latter is costing you. This is happening in an unexpected manner. The two scriptures that come to mind are Romans 12:1 and Zechariah 3.
Shalom!
