I stand in prayer for you, I know some of these same feelings but have come to know that God is there, he loves us and it’s the enemy standing in your way. I pray for the gift of faith for you and gift of discernment. God here’s us and he will answer you but it is not always how we think. This can be a huge barrier. Look back on your life and see the many blessings and prayers answered. He was there and still is.
Be strong and courageous. Do not be afraid or terrified because of them, for the Lord your God goes with you; he will never leave you nor forsake you.
Also singing over you: I sing a hallelujah in the presence of my enemies!
Peace be with you in the name of Jesus, Amen!