Thank you for sharing your dream with us. Please take everything that I share to the Holy Spirit as He Alone gives the accurate interpretation.
Something is going on in your life. Be encouraged that God is the Judge. Pray that you be Holy Spirit led in everything you do even in sharing the Word of God. Pray for wisdom in how, when to share the Word of God with others. Do not let guilt from your past hinder you. Our Lord Jesus has washed away your sins but follow His and the Holy Spirit’s instruction moving forward. Emulate and take on the posture of a servant and humility like our Lord Jesus Christ as you interact with others especially those of the world.
Much Grace to you.