Hi Ema, the first step for you is to pray the prayer of salvation and ask Jesus to be the Lord of your life, then you need to find a church which you need to attend on a regular basis and then you need to start breaking curses off your life. Please read these articles below and they will walk you through these steps:
https://missionariesofprayer.org/2016/05/way-to-salvation-how-to-get-saved/
https://missionariesofprayer.org/2012/09/blessings-curses-work/
https://missionariesofprayer.org/2010/11/prayer-find-church/
