You are definitely going somewhere. Ask God to remove any hindering spirit that would stop you from going where He needs you to go. There seems to be a common theme of the place where you should be traveling and it appears to be the middle east. Ask God to tell you specifically which country. This is evident from your attire the long dress and the head scarf. You will need to start preparing yourself by saving, praying and looking for the signs on your destination. There are places in the middle east that look like Mexico and if it were Mexico you would be able to wear your jeans and Tshirt. You need to make sure that you are in God’s timing. Cast out fear. You don’t need to be afraid. You just need to prepare yourself to go.