Hi Petal,
This is the condition of your life spiritually. You are somewhat stuck and have a hard time when to exit a church or something that you know is not right for you. If you are ever in the position where you need to make a decision to end something, pray, ask God and when He shows you what to do then you need to do it. Once you make that decision, these dreams will stop. You are stuck in the familiar and need to break out and do something different. God will show you what you need to do.
God Bless.
