Let the shalom of Christ be the umpire of your soul as you search (and find!) the position our Lord has gone ahead and prepared for you. Rest in His provision – with every move you make, remember that it is in HIM that you move and breathe and have your being.
He loves you with an everlasting love, sweetie and has prepared good works for you to do while you are here, blessing this world with your distinct and precious personality He fashioned in you (because He wanted to – He dreamed of you before He created you and calls you Daughter)! Thank Him each morning for life and breath and ask Him to go ahead of you to make your way straight and clear. His yoke (in service) is easy and light! His joy will be your strength as you go from glory to glory – just keep on beholding Jesus, the LIGHT and LIFE: our precious Redeemer from the prison of sin into the freedom of life in His light (grace/favour and truth).
And if you ever lose anything at all, remind yourself that He has something BETTER for you in mind! That’s how you can count it all joy!