Trust me Simon you are not alone in this! I feel exactly the same. But lets both beseech God and ask him to turn things around for us. The bible says that when we have become children of God through repentance and accepting Jesus Christ as our Lord and Savior our sins are washed away (the stains of our sins used to be red like scarlet but then they become as white as snow) and we can now come boldly to the throne of grace so that we receive mercy and find grace to help us in our time of need. Oh do I need that mercy and grace and I know from your prayer request…so do you. Lord Jesus have mercy on both of us, Simon and I and on those we love. Glorify yourself in our lives and the lives of the ones we love please so that we can proclaim your goodness and truth to others. In your precious name, Jesus, we pray. Amen
