Prophetic Word for May 2023 – Why am I feeling like this?

prophetic word why do I feel like this

The first part of this is a teaching and then there’s a prophetic word for a select few at the end.

Who is this for?  Everyone.  I need to teach this because I am sure there are many of you going through this now and the prophetic word at the end is for specific people going through depression.

Let me first start off with some terms or words that are used in the world.  I am doing this so that people who are not familiar with Christian terms (Christianese) will be able to quickly identify or associate with what I am going to teach you.

In the world they use terms like having the ability to feel people’s “energy” or you can feel the “energy” in a room, or you may say that you can read people’s “aura” because you can see a color around them or you may even say that you are an “empath” because you feel people, pick up on people, you have their emotions, you know what’s going on.  You’re like a sponge picking up everything in your environment. You’re very sensitive to what is going around you in the atmosphere.

I know, because I am like this, and I also know that you’ve been going through a pretty hard time for the last several months.  It’s like everything has been amped up by 500%, right?  You probably can’t get a break from it because it is pretty much every day or every other day at this point.  Before you probably had months in between when you could relax. Not these days.  Actually, you are so busy and active with this that you are exhausted because of it.  Overwhelmed.  Tired and fatigued because of it. You don’t even know if you’re coming or going some days you probably want it to just STOP so you can crawl back into your bed and go to sleep.  Except it’s not stopping, and you have no control over it.  You probably don’t even know what “it” is but all you know is that something is going on.  You can’t put it into words because you can’t see it with your physical eyes but you sure can feel it.

In Christian terms, you have the gift of discerning of spirits, you are an intercessor and/or you have a prophetic gifting or calling.  That is what is happening to you.  It is your spiritual gift that is at work why you are feeling like this.

1 Peter 4:10-11

10 God has given each of you a gift from his great variety of spiritual gifts. Use them well to serve one another. 11 Do you have the gift of speaking? Then speak as though God himself were speaking through you. Do you have the gift of helping others? Do it with all the strength and energy that God supplies. Then everything you do will bring glory to God through Jesus Christ. All glory and power to him forever and ever! Amen.

In the world when they say that you are an empath it gives the feeling of “now you get to suffer through what you’re feeling in the environment”.  You have no control over it.  You carry the burden with no solution.

As a Christian, this is God’s Emergency Broadcast System (GEBS) to you.  You know like when you get an Amber Alert on your phone (this is in the US) where there’s a missing child.  Or any other kind of statewide or government alert when they are sending out warnings.  Well, whenever you feel this, it is God alerting you. He needs you. Your GEBS just went off, LOL   Every Christian doesn’t have this but if you have the spiritual gifts I mentioned above then you have it.  This is why some people are heavily affected and others are not.

What happens is that while your spirit man is in the warfare, once the war has passed your spirit man comes to rest in your physical body and even though you were just on your knees and not doing anything physical, you are going to feel very tired and fatigued.  Hence, you need to take care of your body by watching the food you eat and ensure that you are working out and physically fit.  Otherwise, you’ll be prone to all kinds of disease and illness as a result of the spiritual warfare.  Take care of your body.

You can make it stop.

Yes, you can.  You don’t pray to make it stop, you pray about what you are feeling and that will make it stop because it’s just God alerting you to the fact that He needs you to pray about what you are feeling.  That’s all.  It really is that simple.  You can’t hit to snooze button on this because then you just prolong the agony of those feelings and ruin a perfectly good day by not heeding the call.  If you’re in public just find a quiet spot, go to the restroom and pray. You will feel in your spirit as it lifts off you.

Let me give you the quick process.

1  You first have to determine what the feeling is – are you sad?  are you mad?  are you worried?  are you nervous?  are you afraid?  Identify the feeling.  What is this feeling?

2  You need to ask yourself if this feeling is associated with something that is currently happening in your life right now.  If the feeling is sadness, is there something happening in your personal life right now that is making you sad?  This is important because this will help you to know if it’s you or if it someone or something else that you are picking up on.

3  Once you’ve identified that this is not you or there’s nothing personally going on with you to give you these feelings, you need to pray.  The faster you pray, the faster it stops. That’s how you shut off the GEBS.

That’s it.

Ezekiel 22:30

30 “I looked for someone who might rebuild the wall of righteousness that guards the land. I searched for someone to stand in the gap in the wall so I wouldn’t have to destroy the land, but I found no one.

When you hear Christians say they are “standing in the gap” what they mean is, imagine a wall of defense but a part of that wall is broken down or removed.  What do you think will happen when the enemy comes and there is not a solid wall all the way around?  The wall gets breached and now there is a bigger problem.  The enemy is inside the camp. So when your GEBS goes off, you can’t hit the snooze button on that thing you have to pray because you don’t know if you’re actually preventing something catastrophic from happening.  When God comes looking for you to stand in that gap, make sure He finds you.  This is serious.  There’s too much happening worldwide right now for you to sleep on this.  GOD NEEDS YOU.

What if you don’t know what to pray about?

Pray in tongues.  This will also make it stop.  If you’re out, do it under your breath.  Since March, well probably before that but it really ramped up in March, I’ve felt like I am on this very wild rollercoaster ride.  There are some days I get up and I feel like perhaps the building right next to me is about to explode, or there’s an earthquake or something.  I just have a nervous gittery feeling like something really bad is happening.  I mean bad, like disastrous.  I’m not afraid, I’m nervous. Like something is about to happen any second now and I keep looking around at everything wondering is it this or that.  I’m sure many of you have been feeling it too.  Because I don’t know what it is that’s causing this, the only way for me to resolve it is to pray in tongues until that nervous feeling lifts off of me.  And, it works.

Brothers and Sisters, something is happening.  While they will never tell us, God is telling you.

I’ve come to understand that the reason they won’t tell you is that they don’t have a solution and they really have no way of protecting you. And because they don’t want to cause mass hysteria and panic they just remain silent.  God is the one that’s protecting you by setting off the GEBS.  This is why you cannot ignore this, you could be saving your own life and the lives of many others by paying attention.

I do also know that this is 2023 and the way that wars are fought today compared to decades ago is different. How do you boil a frog?  You put the frog in room temperature water so it’s cozy and comfortable and you turn on the heat and let the pot heat up slowly.  By the time the frog realizes what is happening, it’s too late they can’t jump out of the pot and I would imagine that they would become so lethargic and sedated that they wouldn’t even be able to move. A silent death. With zero fanfare. The frog doesn’t even fight back because it doesn’t realize what’s happening. The bomb goes off with no BOOM. You will need to take this part back to the Lord and get understanding.

You’re on duty all the time.  Consider yourself like an ER doctor.  There’s no convenient time, it’s just an emergency and you are needed. We don’t get to choose when God calls on us.  You may be in the middle of a business meeting, it doesn’t matter. God doesn’t care about your meeting because the enemy doesn’t take a day off. Excuse yourself, tell them you need to use the restroom and go take care of business.  The Lord knows you cannot spend 1 hour in the bathroom travailing!  Just go and you’ll notice it may take as little as 5 minutes. This is more important than anything else you have going on.

If all of us just did our little part when the GEBS goes off, believe me we would be affecting change in the realm of the spirit, dispatching angels (because that’s what’s happening when you pray in tongues) to do things we don’t even know about.  Protecting you from the silent killer.  All of us together, can shut down the plans of the enemy.  And, you don’t even need to know what it is, you just need to pray.  If this wasn’t something you could stop, God wouldn’t send out the GEBS.  He’s doing it because in that moment you have an anointing on you to shut down whatever is going on that is not of the Lord.

I’m one person so I cannot stay where I am and cover every crevice and corner of the earth.  If you’re picking up on it, it means that it’s in your backyard and you are the one God called on to address it in the spirit.

**This post was written on Monday and wouldn’t you know it, at around 5AM on Thursday morning the statewide emergency alert went off and it says that they were testing the system.  Why they would choose to do this at 5:00AM is beyond me but I thought that is was very interesting that I likened God’s call to us as an emergency broadcast system to then have a test go out in the natural. I smiled when I saw the notification because it served as a confirmation to me for the timing of this message.  It was like the Lord was saying “Yes, tell them to pay attention to the GEBS”.

The Prophetic Word about Depression

Before I understood that I had the gift of intercession, I would wake up and go through an entire day with emotions that were not my own. I say not my own because it could be sadness, except there’s nothing happening in my life that I’m sad about. I wouldn’t understand why I was feeling that way until much later in the day I would talk to one of my family members and they would express that they were sad.  That’s when I knew it wasn’t me, but it was them that I was picking up on in the realm of the spirit.

You’ve heard of the term a mother’s instinct.  Except when you’re an intercessor it is for every one you’re close to not just your children.  As you begin to grow in this it’s not just family and friends, it’s your job, it’s your city, it’s your country, it’s the church and then you have to decipher where it’s coming from so you know how to pray and who to pray for.

You’re like a sponge soaking up everything around you in the realm of the spirit.

Anyhoo, the other morning I was going along just fine.  Then all of a sudden BAM!  I’m depressed.  This is not something I struggle with so this caught me off guard.  I’m well versed in this now so I don’t allow these things to capture my entire day, I know the process I need to go through to address it in minutes. I started going through in my mind to be sure it is not me…why am I feeling like this? (identify the feeling) what am I depressed about? (check to see if it’s me) Well, there’s nothing.  Immediately I knew, this belongs to someone else.  So I said to the Lord, who does this emotion belong to?  This is when He told me to write the prophetic word as He started downloading the message into my spirit.

This is not for everyone suffering with depression, it is for a specific group and you’re going to know it is you as soon as you read these statements:

1  There is something you want/desire/need and you’ve been waiting for this for a very long time.

2  God has told you that you are going to get this.  There’s no doubt in your mind about it.

3  It is not happening and this is why you are depressed.

4  The reason it is not happening is that there is something YOU need to do.  He has told you this over and over and over again.

5  You are not budging on what He told you to do.  Instead, you are hoping that it will happen in another way so that you won’t have to come out of your comfort zone and do it.

6 Why aren’t you budging?  You’re nervous, possibly afraid, you’re not sure how it’s going to be received, you’re concerned you might get rejected, you just don’t know how to go about it, you know you have to do something but you just don’t know what to do, you’re a perfectionist and you want it to be perfect when you do it…except your rules for perfection keeps changing…perhaps you should wait until this happens….or when you have this in place….or when it’s like this…you’re waiting on the perfect moment but the perfect moment never comes it just pushes it further and further away…months, possibly years are rolling by. And now you’re at the place where you’re realizing while the devil may have caused you delays in the past, you can’t blame him for this one. YIKES!! It’s you that’s moving the goal post, not the devil.

7 You’re praying for God to do it but that’s not happening and you now realized YOU have to do it and now you’re depressed because you know this and you’re kinda stuck.

8 This is requiring you to do something that is out of your comfort zone. Perhaps in the past you would handle this in your usual way but this time it’s not working in the way you’re used to handling it.  Not this time.  And this is why you are depressed. This change of how you need to handle this is really uncomfortable for you.

The Lord says to tell you that until you do what you are to do, you are going to continue to have these bouts of depression.  The ball is in your court.  Busying yourself with 50 million things to take your mind off it… is temporary… because at a point in every day or possibly every week you are still coming face to face with the fact that something is missing/you need this/you desire this/you want this, and you are actually the one that is holding up the process.  My feeling is that the depression is not a constant thing, it is coming and going.  Or I don’t know if it just started and that is why God is having me tell you why this is happening to you because you may not yet realize that this is connected to what you have to do or say.

Your depression is self-induced.  This means you can stop it from happening by doing or saying what you know you are supposed to do.

Solution:  Ask God to give you the words to say what needs to be said or the steps/actions to do what you need to do next.  That’s it.

Deuteronomy 31:8

“The Lord himself goes before you and will be with you; he will never leave you nor forsake you. Do not be afraid; do not be discouraged.”

There is no need for you to fear.  Whatever it is you need to do, God has already given you His blessing.  You know this!  So come out of your comfort zone and do what needs to be done.

And as soon as the Lord gave me the message the depression lifted off me!  POOF!  I’m light and airy and back to my usual carbonated self!  It wasn’t me, this was for you, if the message resonates that is. Just do it!!!!  Because that’s an awful feeling to have. It was only on me for about 15 minutes, and I couldn’t stand it.  It was awful!  I felt like there was a black hole and I was being pulled into it and I was fighting not to fall into that black hole, a pit.  I quickly went looking for my sneakers because I thought I need to go and workout immediately, get the adrenaline going to I can shake this thing.  As soon as I grabbed my sneakers it clicked in my head, so I stopped and started talking to the Lord and that is when I realized what was happening. I cannot imagine you having to deal with that more than once.  If this was just for someone I knew, He would have me tell them but because He told me to put it in a prophetic word, it’s for several of you and I some of you I don’t personally know.

Exodus 4:10-12

10 But Moses pleaded with the Lord, “O Lord, I’m not very good with words. I never have been, and I’m not now, even though you have spoken to me. I get tongue-tied, and my words get tangled.”

11 Then the Lord asked Moses, “Who makes a person’s mouth? Who decides whether people speak or do not speak, hear or do not hear, see or do not see? Is it not I, the Lord? 12 Now go! I will be with you as you speak, and I will instruct you in what to say.”



14 thoughts on “Prophetic Word for May 2023 – Why am I feeling like this?”

  1. Hi MOP!

    Be blessed Nicole. Originally from Germany, I read your ministry for about 13 years and I can firmly say, that every one of the prophesies you share from the Lord always came in timely and helped me grow in faith over the years, so that I stand firm in Christ. Just want to express my gratitude for all the effort you and your team put in. You are by far the most accurate and solid ministry, always going here when I need clarity.

  2. Habakkuk 2:2-3
    3 For the vision is yet for an appointed time, but at the end, it shall speak, and not lie: though it tarry, wait for it; because it will surely come, it will not tarry.
    Thank you ABBA Father for this word which brought an answer to my life, You are my shepherd and I shall not want, in the Name of Jesus Christ of Nazareth Amen!!!

    Thank you, Nicole

  3. This message was perfect timing for me. I also have these experiences. Recently I was reacting poorly after hearing that church leadership was involved in sex trafficking of children. I carried it around like a ton of bricks and finally begged the Holy Spirit to show me how to handle this. I was reminded that God always has a redemptive purpose even in judgements. Also reminded about the repentant theif hanging beside our Lord. I knew I had to go into the spiritual warfare mode with repentance and confidence in God’s mercy for those who had been deceived and whose consciences had not been seared. What a blessing! I came out of prayer with abundant Peace and then read your message. Alleluia, Christ is risen!

  4. What a blessed word!! I know i have the gift of discerning of spirits; am an intercessor and am called to the office of the prophetic! I am also a seer! This word is confirmation to a dream I recently had; the scriptures you referenced are also confirmation!
    Sometimes I forget that I am sensitive in the spirit and can pick up easily on others’ feelings..I often just just think those feelings are my feelings. Also this is true for someone who is involved in sin. That’s why it’s necessary to anoint oneself and pray over yourself because those perverted and also sinful spirits can attach themselves to you (you’ll be wondering why you are thinking and feeling certain ways!)

    I bless you and your ministry! Thank you for this revelatory word!! I know what I must continue to do!!

    1. Thank you Everlasting Father,thank you The Sovereign God.This is just for me.l easily sense,decern and can fell when l get to people.l can look at a person from deep within tell what is happening though l dont get to tell them.The past March,things have just been heavy and hactic..l jus wouldnt sleep sometimes and feel panicky like.l decided l am going to worship God,two to three hours and after that will come out a different person.l am an intercessor and God forgive me for pressing the snooze button at times.
      Thank you Servant of God,thank u Nicole.
      Gods love for us is amazing.God is moving in a mighty way in your prophetic ministry for us all His children.
      Love u all

      1. I have feelings for while now depressed and I didn’t know why but I was scard cause on the 26th of April I am booked to get admitted to remove my left kidney and I am fearfull

  5. This post is definitely for me. There are days I just feel so discombobulated, other times there is this intense urge to pray and it does not lift until I do. I go to church as soon as I step through the door I want to go home because I feel this intense urge to weep or other times I become angry with everything going on. At times I’m crying out to the Lord asking him what’s wrong with me why do I feel this way; have I hurt you Lord in any way? Its been real heavy. Even my dreams have been erratic and I wake up tired and in pain like I was in a marathon. The part of the word about depression I can relate to that as well. I have also been having this off and on. The Lord has revealed something to me but I don’t know how to move into it and I have been asking him to show me how.

  6. yes this is a word fr me and another lady I work with we were discussing this very thing how we feel it in the world and esp Florida and she said its almost demonic. Now MOP I do not speak in tongues I never recieved this gift no matter how hard i try. so I just pray .

    1. Gabrielle in faith just open your mouth and speak out using sounds not in your own language . It may sound garbled but have faith as you do it Holy Spirit will give power to your new tongue . Just trust and believe x

    2. Thank you. This is my first time responding to the word. This brings so much clarity to me. I pray that this message remains infront of my memory always, so that I remain on active duty in the army of the lord. God be praised now and forever.

  7. I received that prophetic word in the name of Jesus. Thank you for writing it and I Thank the Holy Spirit for revealing it to you. Thank you Jesus.

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